You’ve
always been the first to make me smile. I guess it’s my turn now. When I
first talked to you I didn’t know it would turn out into something so
big and so special. I fell for you too hard and too fast, that I didn’t
know what else I was supposed to do. I realized I wanted to talk to you
every second of everyday. I wanted you to be one of the most important
part of my life. I wanted to be the reason you smiled. I wanted you to
be happy. I wanted to make you feel like you’re the luckiest guy of them
all. It’s like you’re a drug, and I’m quite addicted to you. I hope you
know that even though it’s hard for me to say my feelings out loud
sometimes, it’s there. It’s Strong. Sometimes I even feel like I’m
drowning with it. I met someone so amazing, and sweet, and dependable,
and I could go on listing every single aspect I like about you. But it
still wouldn’t be enough. I’ll be here for you even if I know it’s hard,
and there’s a lot of obstacles waiting for us. I chose you out of every
single guy out there who claimed they would make me happy because I
felt IT with you. I wanted you. I yearned for your affection. You were
someone who I can truly say “he gives me butterflies”. Hearing him tell
me he likes me or probably even loves me makes my heart skip a beat, and
I never felt that with anyone. You made me want to fight for something
special. Us. And I will always be here for you through the good times
and even more during the bad. Remember that. ♥
You don’t have to force yourself when you’re moving on.
If you’re sad, be sad.
If you’re angry, be angry.
If you want to cry,
just cry.
Let it all out. You don’t have to pretend that everything is
okay. We’re humans, right? We get hurt too. It’s alright. It’s not like
it’s going to be forever. You just have to believe in yourself, be
strong and you can finally pick yourself up. I mean, it’s not the end of
the world, isn’t it? You’re going to be fine. You’re going to heal. You
deserve better than this, trust me.
