You will hate me for these ...

" I'm an emotional mess.

I have awful mood swings.

My hair always looks crap and weird.

My lack realization of how much other people care about me.

How dependent I am on others.

How often I feel stupid.

I'm just not that great at putting my feelings into words.

When I’m alone with my thoughts, I think of the perfect things to say. But when it comes to confrontation, pressure or the time to lay it all on the table; I get tongue tied and say the wrong things... sometimes I even say the complete opposite of what I intended.

I push people away. 

I complicate things. 

I hurt the ones I love the most. 

I cause drama for myself. 

I’m a burden to other people. 

I feel like I'm being a cry baby when I tell you my problems or that I have been through a lot.

I think too much.

I give good advice, but never know what to do.

I can never explain how I'm feeling, I just know what i feel.

I confuse everyone around me.

I dont understand things.

I'm never right.

I never know what I want.

I dont like showing my emotions.

I never make any sense.

I care too much about certain things.

I listen to other peoples minds and not mine.

I feel like everything I say is wrong, so decide not to say anything at all even when I know that I could be right.

I put a smile on my face as if I'm happy.

I bottle everything up, so when I try to vent it just sounds like im making everything up.

I actually don’t know how to avoid being clingy.

I can’t hold a grudge. I forgive too quickly.

I’m seriously such an idiot sometimes. Not even joking, I’m always scatterbrained and off in la la land. Half the time I don’t even understand what’s going on around me until hours later. I always make the dumbest mistakes and have to ask a million questions about how to do something so I don’t do it wrong, and even then sometimes I still do. Sometimes I really wonder….do I just not think? What is wrong with me?

I'm childish.

I force myself to do things. And that’s what causes stress and tears and heartbreaks. 

I really don't know how to stand up for myself. I'm a pushover.

I cry at almost any little thing that get's me upset.

I get jealous easily. "

Get close and you’ll end up getting hurt. That’s how I am. So are you still willing to LOVE me??