Saturday, April 6, 2013

What we gone through

I’m not going to lie, last year was the worst year for us. We fought most of the time, we had some distance between us, and I let my pride get in the way too. One thing I’ll never forget was when i almost broke it off with you. I was going through a hard time with my family, and I didn’t know what to do. I kept thinking about leaving you but it lead me on to missing you more and more. And now look at us. We’re getting stronger, we went through hell and back.

I know for a very short time, we have so many stuff in life that we don’t really understand, for the fact that we never get along together. We have so many discrepancies, so many hesitations, questions and doubt not only for our relationship, but as well as within our self. But no matter what it takes, for this short period of time, I learned to love you so deep, learned to forgive you when you crashed my heart, learned to accept what you’d done, learned to dream about future with you, learned to sacrifice my pride, learned to smile when I’m sad, to sleep with sadness in my heart and hope that tomorrow everything’s will be alright, to pray that you’ll not gonna say goodbye, to hope that whatever argument were having, you’re still there, holding on... to wish the impossible thing in life. I learned to feel the true love. But all of those, I never learned how to love you less in every waking day of my life... thank you so much Babe for letting me feel those kinds.

I am so so glad that God give you to me, that you came to my life at the right moment I need something to lean on. Although not all things are going to work out the way that we want to, we fought for some reasons but we overcome those that determines how strong are relationship is. Thank you for the love that you are giving me and reminding me of that everyday, for the joy you are bringing me and I am always be grateful that I’ve found you, the person that I want to spend the rest of my life with. I LOVE YOU and I have so much love to give even more.

We do not know if this love of ours will last. The future is not ours to see. I’m afraid that someday you might meet someone who is a lot better than me, or you might realize that I’m not the ideal person to settle down with. We can’t fight fate, but I’ll try to always be at my best just for you.

I’ve already said a lot, but to make the story short, I will love you forever and I will never give up on us.

"With you, everyday is a Valentine's Day." 

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